They don't want me there!

I was woke up in the middle of the night, I don´t know what time it was but I knew that it was dark out site. I felt the vibrations through out my body but it was very short and I knew I could try to pop out of my body. Within a few seconds I was out and I was floating outside my old house that I lived in, I don´t know why I was there. Just bellow me was the sea and I could see my old house even tho it was dark out site. I decided to check if I was dreaming or actually having an OBE so I tried to focus on myself and see if I was fully aware and I was. I looked around and thought to my self what to do, I got excited and started to fly around, I flew above the skies and looked up and saw the stars. There where so many stars and I wanted to fly as high as I could to touch the stars. As I flew higher and higher I felt this sensation that I was going somewhere else rather to space and I noticed that I was not on this earth or even in space. I don´t know how to explain it but it was like I was in some other dimension. I tried to check if someone where there and I knew someone was there but I could not see them, the only thing I could see was like waves of the sea if I would be looking down on them, but all it was all around me. I tried to reach out for someone to interact with or chat but as soon as I felt someone coming the thing or what ever it was told me I should go back, but I did not want to go back. I was pushed back and I was back at the place where my old home was but few hundred meters away and I was falling down into the sea bellow me. I woke up. I tried again to have an OBE and I did but it only lasted for few seconds, I tried again and again and each time it only lasted for few seconds so I just stopped trying and went to sleep.

Quick Project

I had hard time sleeping last night, so I just got out of bed about 2:30 to change my thougts by doing some programming on my computer. About an hour has passed so I tried again to go get some sleep. Imwas drowsy and almost fell asleep, woke up spinning like a weel of a truck. I noticed that I was getting an out of body experience so I just waited and watched the experience happen. I heard strange noices like I had a long metal tube an was like it was on the ground and moved with me, it had different frequencies. I suddenly felt my body floating so I tried to open my eyes and noticed that I was not in my room but rather in some environment that I could not recognize. I suddenly woke up about 5 minutes later.Did not try to have another Obe and fell asleep.

Nap time on the sofa

Today I was tired so I just got a little nap and it was over 1 hour nap, but in that time I had few obe experiences. While napping my daughter and her friend was playing in her room, was quite fun for them because they where laughing and playing and I had a hard time to fall asleep so I thought why don´t I just try some OBE. The first thing that came to mind was to do the Robert Monroe technique, doing the rolling out of the sofa. While thinking that I suddenly felt that I was getting an OBE experience but I had to try few times because my kid was very loud and my thoughts was also with them to check out if everything was all right, so I popped into my body every few minutes I thought. Whit this experiences I will tell them separately.

The old baker

I had a hard time sleeping that night, probably had about 3 hours of sleep. Because I was not able to get some sleep I tried to have an OBE and was successful, I was not aware of it first few moments but as I was more aware I noticed that I had successfully had left my body. As I was out I was thinking what I should do, as I was thinking that I was at my old childhood home. I did not see very much because it was dark, but I tried two affirmations "Awareness now" and "Vision now" and it worked. The environment was quite the same as it was when I was smaller, but the thing is while I was watching the furniture around me I did not understand why all was the same as it was when I was a younger. There was nothing that interested me so I flew through the window and up in the sky. As I was getting higher I popped back into my body, but I did not want to stop so I tried to have another OBE and was successful. At that time I was thinking what to do and thought I should go somewhere to learn.

I was at a marina and there was a boat waiting for me, I looked around and saw a guy standing. He did not

Did not want to go!

It has been a long time since I posted a diary about my experiences. The problem is that I did not have many experiences last year, and I think the problem is that I don´t have time to think because of work. But anyhow I have been working with thoughts about life and stuff and some of the answers that I get are really rational and make sense. I have had two experiences this year and here is the first one, I will post the second one later.

I was asleep and noticed that I was getting an OBE, it got me excited so I tried to focus on the waves of electrical surge throughout my body. As I popped out of the body, I became aware of my environment, then the next thing I was lucid dreaming. I noticed that I was lucid dreaming so I tried to become more aware what I was doing, next thing I remember I was flying through the skies over some valley which had some sea water. I did not have a clue where I was. I became scared and started to fall, as I tried to move to a small hill I heard sound of wolves howling and I noticed that they where following me. I walked up the small hill and saw a lion which followed me, I became more scared and moved further up the hill, but the lion was still following me. I became to think about why I should be scared because I was in the OBE, so I turned back and faced the lion, as I moved closer to the lion I noticed that it was also scared. I moved a little bit closer to the lion so I could touch his fur, it was growling. I looked into it´s eyes and saw my self. This was only a test for my self to face my fears but not run away from them. After that I had fallen into the water I became aware that I was in a lucid dream.

I felt my body in bed and I knew that it was time to go back, but I did not want to go back. I wanted to stay longer. I thought "NO I DON´T WANT TO GO BACK" as this thought had entered my mind it was like a great force had pushed me from my body. I was in my room, it was dark and I tried to see. I was beginning to feel uneasy because I have forced my self from the body. It became more difficult to move, then I thought maybe I should go back and rest. With an instance I was back in my body. I opened my eyes and saw a dark man moving side of my bed. I knew that this dark man is the same man that I saw when I was little. I became a little bit scared, but very few seconds had passed and I had fallen asleep.

Next OBE I had was extreme, I was so aware of everything. Check out my next blog post.