Dark waters

I had a dream but it somewhat as real dream as it could be. I was at a party at my work but the surroundings was in liquid state. The environment felt strange, I had the feeling that I was trying to find my child that I had never known. I felt the feelings of the child, it had never been loved and it was alone in the world. I did not see the child but I wanted to search for it, I met some people there but I did not see any faces but I felt who it was, one of the man was my grandfather and suddenly I saw him on the see rowing. He was saying something about the ocean  that it will be in full force like he was warning me as he was saying it he vanished into the darkness into the night. Suddenly the ocean was going crazy but there where no wind. As I was searching for the child I fell of the boat.  I tried to catch my breath but it was not working, I heard a voice in my head but it was more like my own, "now you are in trouble". As I was sinking into the ocean I stopped in the bottom and saw other people there dead. I started to think of the child I never knew, then I knew that the child had gone to the other side. I started to float above the ocean and then over some forest I saw trees then I felt unconditional love for everything. I was sad that I was not able to give more love to everything. As I was feeling the love I felt everything connected, I felt the roots of the plants alive, like a light coming from the base of the roots and growing upward and it was extreme love.

I woke up refreshed.