Watching other lifes

I got interested in the akashic records when I read about them in some books, I wanted to go there and see how it was like, such as the books and the environment. But it was not as I expected it to be.

The week I had been trying to do some OBE but it always failed, but not that night that I cannot forget. I was sleeping and suddenly I woke up clear as waking, but not in bed but rather in front of a big door.  I knew right away that this was the front door of the akashic records. The door was brown wood like and it had no handles, it was like a door with no access, but I thought maybe I should just think of getting in and click I was inside.  Everything was made of white shining granite, the floor, the ceiling and the cheers. On the left and right side of the room was six thick rounded granite poles just a little bit whiter than the surroundings of the room, on top of the poles was glass with shining star in the middle and it gave a moving light beam out of it.  The room was quite small.  A man in the room had a broom and was sweeping the room, I walked to him and asked him if this was the akashic records.  He said just simply "Yes", I asked him what he was doing here and he said that he was the cleaner and was here to clean and do everything to keep this room clear of dust and unwanted things, this room had to be cleaned forever.  I was wondering if he was happy about this job and he knew what I was thinking and smiled and said that he loved his job.  I asked him about the poles, he said that it was records of feelings and experience because that is the only thing that matters, objects did not matter. I wandered around and knew right away that each pole had different kind of feeling like one had fear, one had sadness, one had love.  I touched one of the glass balls that was emitting light out and suddenly within a split second I experienced a whole lifetime of one person, from the birth to the death, I touched another one and the same happened. These experiences where different, event thou I experienced the whole life of a person I did not receive the personality of the person, similar like watching a movie you watch it and then you forget the persons or the characters but remember the feeling witch you experience while you watched the movie.  One experience I got was from a woman who was poor and had no money but had everything else to give, she had children and was begging for food or money to buy food for her children, she did not care for her self but she cared more for others, she was pure love but there was sadness in her because she could not care for her children like others could and she knew that the only thing that she could give to her children was love.

After this experience I knew that akasich records did not hold information about specific event but rather experiences from someone experiencing the event, this could be past, present or the future experiences. Maybe this is different who access the akashic records, maybe it molds it to the understanding of the induvidual who is experiencing the akashic records.

Inside or outside - the real life

I took a nap in my bed one day and my wife was washing the dishes and my children playing in the sofa.  Then I thought well this nap should be over and I should wake up and go and help my wife wash the dishes and clean the house, I woke up and walked to the door but could not grab the handle on my bedroom door, so I knew that I was out of body and I tried to wake up, so I woke up and I was so refreshed and energized that it was great so I stood up from bed and walked to the door and grabbed the handle on the door but still my hand went through it, I was amazed how wake I was and how my mind was focused, I was more awake than I have ever been, like I felt I had been asleep my whole life.  So again I tried to wake up and woke up, I checked everything, my legs, my hands and if I could touch things and walked to the door and grabbed the handle on the door and I did not get through it but I could open it.  I felt sad, so sad because when I woke up it was like I was going to sleep and dreaming, so this life felt just like a dream and the OBE state was the real life.

The time I felt no time

It was in april 7 years ago when it happened, I was asleep and woke up with this tingling electricity force of shock wave trough out my body, sometimes it feels like a pressure on my body but this one was harsh and quick.  I just waited it out and next thing what happened was I stood in a garden, the garden had a name but I don´t remember what the name was and there was a lady there in white silk dress that was waving in the wind back and forth, she came to me and she was a teacher and she wanted to teach me somethings.  I did not understand why I needed a teacher or what I should learn.  She begun to teach me something and I really did not remember what it was but I think it was something about nature and life.  It was very fuzzy, but in the end of the learning period I thought how many years have I been there, I have met a lot of people there and gotten to know them, they where my friends and my family and I loved them.  So I begun to think about the time, and it seems like I had been there for hundreds of years but the feeling was like half an hour.  I remember I was talking to my friends about getting back to my body and one of them said that I will probably forget them when I will get back and I said that I would promise to remember the time that I spent with them, as soon as I said that I woke up.

The feeling of time that did not exist was very strange, because it felt like I had been living in hundreds or even thousands of years but it only happened in few minutes while I was sleeping.  My friends where correct I cannot remember them but I remember saying to them that I would not forget them or the time I was with them.

Situations

In many situations I have experienced first stages of OBE and when that happens it seems to be easy to get the vibrations or the tingling electric wave through out my body, but sometimes when that happens I get excited and try as hard as I can to get out and then when I´m not out for a a while when the vibrations are there I get frustrated and nothing happens.  Sometimes I just let the vibrations continue and be relaxed but then they fade away and nothing happens, that is very frustrating. In most cases when I´m very aware of my surroundings, my body and the vibrations something interrupts me physically, like watery mouth, itch somewhere witch seems to have in most cases a bad influence when trying to have OBE or Astral Projection.  I asked someone in some forum why this happens and the response was "You got an ego problem", I did not understand it then and I don´t understand it now.  Maybe I´m just so eager to get out that something interrupts me.

The white burn

Woke up the night and had to go to the toilet to pee.  When I came back I laid down on the bed and tried to sleep, I was to tired to do anything and to tired to think but I could not sleep.  So I lay there in bed thinking of the future and how the future will be.  Then "click" like someone punched me but did not feel the punch and I stood in front of a red car in a big city, on the left of the car there was a store that sold apples, red apples.  Something flew over me and crashed, I tried to look at what it was and could not see it. I looked at the car again and it was burned and there was a burnt teddy bear there. There was a hallway between the apple store and some buildings so I walked over there and saw a lot of TV news people but with the old cameras, like from the 60s.  I wondered what had happened and if I could go where the crash was and with the speed of thought I stood at a gas station and there where buildings on the left of me, I heard something and looked up in the skies and saw a huge white orange light coming down, the buildings was in rubble and I saw some children there walking up stairs witch led to nowhere, I knew that I could not help them but I tried to call them.  The bright orange burning light was coming down, I saw stairs leading down on my right side and someone was there trying to get my attention and get me to safety, I ran as fast as I could down the stairs.  Then there was an explosion so big and it was just behind me. I saw a door in the hallway where the stairs led to and the person who was trying to save me opened it and when it opened I saw a huge white burning light, but not bad light but good light and it felt good, the fire was behind me getting very close and I entered the door and closed it. As soon as I closed the door the fire just went past the door and I was safe.  Behind me where two women, one old that was sitting in chair in front of a desk and one younger who stood on her left, in a white bright room with no corners.  The older woman did not say anything but said in her thoughts that I should not mention this to anyone, because this information could get you in danger.

I did not what this experience meant or why I was having this experience.  This was not like a typical OBE or Astral Projection as I´m used to have but had some different feeling, I knew that this was not Lucid dreaming because I did not create anything that was there and was created for me like a movie.  I´m just little nervous about posting this experience in this blog that I had because of what the older woman said.  So this experience I had like about 13 years ago and I did not think of it after that.  Then finally it came to gather when it happened, the red apple, the buildings and the crash.  I thought it could not be, I could not have predicted the future, I was very skeptical about this at first then when the first images came from the TV I knew that this was the same experience I had. "911"

Complete freedom

Have you ever had the feeling of complete freedom, so much freedom that you could not explain or express it in any form of words ?

Many times I have had this experience while OBE or Astral Projection and the feeling of complete freedom is so much that it is hard to describe it with words, because it is nothing that you can touch or taste, it is so exciting that is very hard to explain. At one time I was having a OBE or Astral Projection I wondered if I could fly above the skies and watch the moon shine on the clouds, while flying it was so beautiful and the flying was so nice, the wind went through me and I could feel the cold but not in the sense I feel the cold in the physical.  I got so excited because nothing could stop me, the beauty was everything, the moon, skies, earth bellow and everything around me and inside me and I felt complete freedom, so much freedom that I could not possibly explain in physical form how much freedom it was. It was eternity of love, freedom and happiness, it had no walls, no barriers, no length of measurement, no dimensions, no lefts or rights, no ups or downs, it was everything and in everything, it gets me sad why I cannot explain it better or express how much freedom there is out there in the OBE or Astral World and it gets me sad that I cannot experience this freedom in my physical form.

Watching my past live

I have always wondered what my past life was like, something said to me that I had been a woman my past life but I really did not care for that but I like to know how my past life was like.

The night I was thinking of this I was going to bed, I started to fade away into sleep but then my mind woke up but my body was asleep, I started to have this tingling electric wave through my body and I waited for a few moments and thought of what I had been thinking of, my past lives. I floated just above my body and then I felt someone there with me, not one person but 3 persons like they where just behind me and showing me something.  I was floating in the woods, it was like a rain forest.  I saw something or someone, it was a man, I could almost see him so I moved a little bit closer to see him.  Then I saw him, he was like a indian then I knew everything about him.  He was the indian village protector, he watched the trees, flowers, grass and the animals witch told him everything he had to know about enemies.  If something had changed in the environment he would know who or what has been there.  He was not afraid of anything.  Then suddenly I knew that this man was me in the past life, it was like seeing myself with a different face walking the woods, protecting my people.

Feeling Light

A small experience I had was one night I had this tingling electric wave going through my body and suddenly I felt like the bed was going away from me or like I´m flying slowly from my body.  I felt the feeling of leaving the body because I felt the sensation of the body. Slowly moved upward, I felt my face slowly moving, the arms. Then suddenly a huge starburst through my body and I woke up.

Another world

The electric feeling went through my body like sea of waves, back and fourth. I did not panic and I did not want to panic, I knew that this was it. Suddenly like an explosion I was going through a tunnel of stars, the stars was going through me and past me at a light speed, I started to see something and bam I was in some city with big towers and there are no towers here in Iceland, I felt like Spiderman or Superman jumping between buildings, it was dark outside and I really could not see anything but traffic lights so I thought of someplace that does not exist on this earth and daylight so I could see better and almost right away when the final thought came to my mind I stood in front of a building and was built with brick walls, in front of me where few people watching the building.  I did not recognize them or know them, but it seemed like they knew me and when one of them noticed me they all turned around and watched me and one of them said "You must be lucky to get here, you must be the chosen one", I did not understand why she said that to me and she pointed upward next to the building and said "Watch".  I turned to where she pointed out and saw a beam of light coming from the ground and through the skies.  Everyone there was quite happy over there and everything felt very futuristic, the flowers and the trees was something I have never seen before. Click I was back in my bed.

This experience go to me and I did not know why I had this experience, I always knew somehow that someone was there watching me following me and not 1 persons but three persons.

Controlling or not

The same as always I woke up stiff, could not move and that tingling electricity going through my body. I was getting bored because this was happening every night, so I just kept relaxed and see what would happen. While laying there relaxed I felt the sensation that my body was like a ballon and it was floating like moving water, I did not see anything.  Slam, like a door had been closed forcefully and I noticed that I stood outside of my parents house, I looked around and was wondering if I was sleepwalking so I tried to turn the handle on the door but I could not do that for some reason, I begun to float upward but not high.  I turned around and faced the street and tried to run and then it was like I was flying and jumping then I could not control where I was going because I jumped the houses hight and I floated pretty fast like 12km pr hour and then I saw trees and I tried to turn or move but I could not.  I just went through the trees and I though I would like to go down so on the next street I landed but not on the feet but like half of my body was in the ground and could feel the stones underneath the street, then I thought no no I´m sinking, I want to go up and floated upward towards the see and I could not control where I was going so I floated over the sea, I could see the darkness and I landed below the sea.  I was getting afraid so I woke up.

The next day I thought of this experience a lot because this is not normal.  So I talked to a doctor and see if he could tell me if I am going crazy or not.  The doctor said that this was normal and he was experiencing the same as me for a long time, he said that I could talk to a spiritual person if I would like to close this somehow, don´t know how.  But then I go excited and started to look on the internet if someone had similar experience and I found a lot of books and article about this subject, then I noticed that these experiences where called OBE, Out of body experience or Astral Projection.  I bought some books and begun to read.