Thursday, August 30, 2012

The dark man

I woke up last night and felt that I was having the sensation of vibration through out my body. So I just waited until it passed so I could leave my body. It was a few moments until I felt something holding my hands down, I did not think about it much so when I felt the time to try to leave the body I got stuck. What ever I did I could not move, but every time I tried to leave I felt like hands holding my hands down. I was laying on my back with my hands straight. I tried as hard as I could but could not move, then I thought maybe if I try to check if I could see, maybe my hands are wrapped around the sheet or something like that. I opened my eyes slowly and saw a dark figure on top of me, I saw him clearly.  The head, his shoulders, arms and his body, he was dark like see through, I could not see his face or his body like a real physical person.  I got frightened of this dark man, because I did not know who he was or why he was there holding me down.  So I struggled as much as could to move my physical body, but could not do that. I noticed that he struggled as hard as he could to hold me down. Then I tried to talk and could not move my lips, then suddenly I said as loud as I could "Go away, Go away" and the dark man just went away like smoke going away. But my voice was not loud, it was like was trying to scream and the dark man was trying to choke me.  Then I was not frightened anymore and thought this is very similar when I had my first OBE experience when I was a little boy.  I felt like this dark figured man was the same man as I met when I was little.  Few minutes later I just went to sleep.

Friday, August 24, 2012

Seeing or not seeing

Once I woke up knowing that I was going to leave the body, the vibrations where like pressure waves going through my whole body. As I realized that it was time to leave the body, I could not do it. I tried and I tried but it did not happen. The vibrations where going slowly and sometimes fast, but what ever I did to try to leave the body, nothing happened.  Then I thought maybe I should just wait and see what happens. After a while nothing happened so I tried to see if I could see through my eyelids and tried as hard as I could. Nothing happened while trying to see, even if I knew that I was in the vibration state. So I thought maybe I should imagine like I was opening my physical eyelids and see what happens, I tried as hard as I could but nothing happened.  So after a while trying with out success I just figured I should just go to sleep, at that point I could see through my eyelids but I could not move or nothing.  I knew and felt that my eyelids where closed and even so I saw the top of my room, but I could not focus correctly nor I could move my eyes to see any other part of the room.  I was getting frustrated so I decided just to go to sleep.

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Quick Nap

Just after running 1/2 marathon in 1hour and 47minutes I started feeling sick in my stomach, but I did not allow this problem take over my victory feeling. A day later I started to feel sick and noticed that I had pain in my sinus, so I thought maybe it is a sinus infection. Me and my body was feeling very drowsy and I just had to take a nap to maybe get more energy.

It was just after noon and I was laying in my bed and as I was falling asleep I felt this vibration electric feeling going through my body and I knew that I was going to have out of body experience.  Suddenly I popped out for a few moments and while out I felt how my body was drowsy and sick and it had some effect while out of body. Then I just snapped to my body and I fell asleep.

This is the first time I have noticed that sickness or drowsiness can have some kind of effect while going out of body.  I really did not feel the physical pain but it was like my energy body knew or somehow got affected  or where aware of the physical pain. I really don´t know how to explain it better.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Dream flying a plane

Had a very nice dream last night about flying a plane. I was with my brother who is a pilot and some two other dudes I don´t know. We where in a plane simulation box and my brother was teaching and doing some stuff. One of the guys where trying to fly the plane and my brother was doing some stuff to the simulation so one of the guy needed to fix, but it seemed to hard for the guy.  I sat in the pilots seat and started to fly and my brother said "Ok, I´m now going to switch of one of the engines of the plane, you need to fly the plane and land it safely", then I said "First I´m going to get some higher and then you can switch it of".  The scenery was very realistic in the simulation, almost like it was real. So I tried to get higher but I stalled and the plane went wobbly, the nose was going up and down and I was still loosing heights even thou the both engines where in maximum efficiency. Then I got just above the clouds and my brother said "OK, now I´m going to turn of one of the engine" and he turned it of and I started to loose heights, but I really needed to get the feeling on getting the plane straight, but I was not good enough to fly the plane so I crashed.

It was only a simulation in the dream but it felt like a real plane, at least the scenery.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Exploring Mars

Here is a little experience that I had, I was doing some OBE with out trying to so I popped out of my body and did not know what I should do, it is always like that, maybe because it is not intentional that I try to do OBE. Well I popped out of my body and did not know what do to, so I thought this Mars thingy, why do scientists find it so interesting is it because of the water or something like that, maybe I can go and check it out, so I went to mars and I flew over and saw something interesting. There was this kind of flow like water or something like that so I checked carefully and I noticed that someone was with me telling me about this sand flow or water flow on the surface and he told me that beside this river of something was civilization that had been living there billions of years ago.  I stood on the ground beside the river and saw a little mountain and beside the mountain was something very interesting.  I saw some kind of metallic object that was in the ground and I thought this might be a car or something like that because I had the feeling like it had something to do with apples.  Then I just woke up after that, maybe the last part was some gibberish I don´t know.