The bright light

I was asleep then something woke me up, it was a noise of some sort but did not figure out what the noise was, I tried to focus on the noise and then snap I heard what it was.  I could not move my body, I could not open my eyes or mouth. My body was like a rock and the feeling of tingling electricity came over my body.  I was not concerned about the feeling but rather the noise I heard, it was like a baby crying and a sheep.  I just let the feeling go through but paid attention to the noise and my surroundings, there where someone there like hovering over me but I did not know who or what it was and it was not one but many. I did not give in to the fear and tried to open my eyes, my body was laying on the right side.  I slowly opened my eyes and saw legs of two figures going through the wall.  The legs where white and the door in on the wall was bright and I could not see through the door because it was so bright, snap I fell asleep.

The watery moon

It was hard in school this day and I was exousted, I went to bed a little late and my girlfriend was sleeping next to me.  The bed was small so it was not very cosy.  I begun to drift into sleep when suddenly I got the feeling of tingling electricity through my body, I was getting frustrated because I did not know what this feeling was, suddenly I was located near my old kindergarden floating above the houses.  I saw the moon like it was watery but very beautiful, I felt the wind and the cold but not in the sense that I was cold.   I fell asleep.  From that moment it just got interesting because the flying was awesome.

Sleeping issue

I went to the cinema last night and watched Avengers, very cool movie. It was long and I got home pretty late.  I tried to experience OBE but could not fall asleep so I was awake for a long time last night until I just like knocked out.  Woke up this morning very sleepy.

My first small OBE experience

The strange feeling of pressure or tingling electricity going through the body from the toes to my head like I was scanned with some kind of instrument, but I could not open my eyes and I could not move.  I was afraid, I tried to call my mother but my mouth would not move. I´m 7 years old and I don´t know what is happening, what could this be, am I dying or is this some kind of sickness. I was afraid of opening my eyes, because I felt someone there, poking me, doing something to me.  Then I got the courage to open my eyes and I tried as hard I could do and then I opened my eyes and I saw a big but thin person and very shadowy, I could not focus on the person so I could not see who he was.  I knew that the person was a he and then suddenly when the person noticed that I was awake it was like he was talking to my by thoughts and saying "what are you doing, you should be asleep" and then like a slam of huge doze of sleeping drug and I was asleep.  I woke up in the morning thinking what the heck was this, but I did not think of it any more because I was alright and nothing wrong with me.

This memory is still with me to this day, I don´t know what this experience was but it is similar to the OBE experience, well at least the tingling electricity through my body.

Fell asleep

Fell asleep last night, nothing happened.  I have just been writing a small article of my first OBE experience, it will be posted tomorrow.

Anyone who would like to chat can send me an e-mail at diary@gamertopro.com, we could exchange stories or something you like about OBE subject.

Sometimes frusterating

Why can´t I just experience OBE when I want to experience it? So the past few years I have experienced and not voluntary OBE travel but never gotten to the point where I can get this experience when I want to experience.  So I begun to think why and here is a list where it could be the problem why I don´t go voluntary.

• To much stress, work, family, money and everything in between can cause stress.
• To short time for learning, I try as much as I can to learn and read books about the subject.
• Thinking a lot about work, I´m a computer scientist, I think a lot about solutions for problems, it is on auto drive.
• Thinking a lot about my physical body, such as itch that needs to be scratched and or watery mouth.

Last night I tried to have OBE experience but no avail, just at the time of falling to sleep I got the feeling of electricity through my body for like a second but then click I fell asleep.

It seems like when I have non-voluntary OBE experience and I get this electricity feeling through my body it seems like it is easy going from my physical form and I think often "it is so easy, I know I can do this voluntary when I like, I just need to think inward like I´m shrinking or falling" but when I try voluntary it is not so easy.

At least I have experiences and I will post my past experiences to my blog, hope you will be interested and follow me. :)

Snort woke me up

Last night I tried to get to the OBE state but when I was just in the beginning to fall asleep and get to that state that the electricity was flowing through my body, I heard me snorting and woke up.  It seems like when I´m trying to experience OBE something happens to my physical body such as I got an itch somewhere that needs to be scratched or my mouth fills up with water and that interrupts me a lot.

OBE at saturday night

I was in bed and woke up with this force of electricity like my body was running against wall of brutal wind, I was laying sideways and not on the back, it seems like these electricity type experience is different in how my body position is. Next thing I knew that it was time for OBE but nothing happened, I waited a while and then I thought about the door next to me and click I was in front of the door, but it was dark and I could not see very well, click I was back in my body, the electricity feeling was still there so I tried again and tried to go through the window and it was very hard like trying to get through a very hard rubber and then I popped out of the window.  I thought what should I do next, I flew upward through the skies and tried to get to the stratosphere, but then I begun to get afraid of the heights so I plumed to earth, I thought of my grandfather who is dead and I was at my old grandfathers house and in the garden who he loved, he was attending the flowers.  I stood in front of him and he looked at me and knew that I should not be there and left because he knew that I missed him. So next thing I did was to try to thing maybe I can talk to some dead people that I don´t know so next thing that happened I was in like a train but not a train and there where alot of people there who where looking at me and I begun to chat to a woman named Helen and she asked me who I was and I explained that I was a human still living and going through an experience called astral projection witch a living person can go through the same places as the dead go, she smiled and said that she had never seen anyone that had done that before, a man standing next to here looked at me wondering if this could be true and I knew that he wanted to check if he could connect to me while in the physical form. Click I was in bed.

The next day something strange happened, I was mopping the floor and I got a strange feeling similar to goosebumps and when I moved the feeling left, I stood for a second and it moved from side through the body and I continued to move and still it came back, so I said out loud "I cant see you, I cant hear you but I can feel you", the next thing that happened is I did not get any feelings after that, no goosebumps, like it left.