Watching other lifes

I got interested in the akashic records when I read about them in some books, I wanted to go there and see how it was like, such as the books and the environment. But it was not as I expected it to be.

The week I had been trying to do some OBE but it always failed, but not that night that I cannot forget. I was sleeping and suddenly I woke up clear as waking, but not in bed but rather in front of a big door.  I knew right away that this was the front door of the akashic records. The door was brown wood like and it had no handles, it was like a door with no access, but I thought maybe I should just think of getting in and click I was inside.  Everything was made of white shining granite, the floor, the ceiling and the cheers. On the left and right side of the room was six thick rounded granite poles just a little bit whiter than the surroundings of the room, on top of the poles was glass with shining star in the middle and it gave a moving light beam out of it.  The room was quite small.  A man in the room had a broom and was sweeping the room, I walked to him and asked him if this was the akashic records.  He said just simply "Yes", I asked him what he was doing here and he said that he was the cleaner and was here to clean and do everything to keep this room clear of dust and unwanted things, this room had to be cleaned forever.  I was wondering if he was happy about this job and he knew what I was thinking and smiled and said that he loved his job.  I asked him about the poles, he said that it was records of feelings and experience because that is the only thing that matters, objects did not matter. I wandered around and knew right away that each pole had different kind of feeling like one had fear, one had sadness, one had love.  I touched one of the glass balls that was emitting light out and suddenly within a split second I experienced a whole lifetime of one person, from the birth to the death, I touched another one and the same happened. These experiences where different, event thou I experienced the whole life of a person I did not receive the personality of the person, similar like watching a movie you watch it and then you forget the persons or the characters but remember the feeling witch you experience while you watched the movie.  One experience I got was from a woman who was poor and had no money but had everything else to give, she had children and was begging for food or money to buy food for her children, she did not care for her self but she cared more for others, she was pure love but there was sadness in her because she could not care for her children like others could and she knew that the only thing that she could give to her children was love.

After this experience I knew that akasich records did not hold information about specific event but rather experiences from someone experiencing the event, this could be past, present or the future experiences. Maybe this is different who access the akashic records, maybe it molds it to the understanding of the induvidual who is experiencing the akashic records.