They don't want me there!

I was woke up in the middle of the night, I don´t know what time it was but I knew that it was dark out site. I felt the vibrations through out my body but it was very short and I knew I could try to pop out of my body. Within a few seconds I was out and I was floating outside my old house that I lived in, I don´t know why I was there. Just bellow me was the sea and I could see my old house even tho it was dark out site. I decided to check if I was dreaming or actually having an OBE so I tried to focus on myself and see if I was fully aware and I was. I looked around and thought to my self what to do, I got excited and started to fly around, I flew above the skies and looked up and saw the stars. There where so many stars and I wanted to fly as high as I could to touch the stars. As I flew higher and higher I felt this sensation that I was going somewhere else rather to space and I noticed that I was not on this earth or even in space. I don´t know how to explain it but it was like I was in some other dimension. I tried to check if someone where there and I knew someone was there but I could not see them, the only thing I could see was like waves of the sea if I would be looking down on them, but all it was all around me. I tried to reach out for someone to interact with or chat but as soon as I felt someone coming the thing or what ever it was told me I should go back, but I did not want to go back. I was pushed back and I was back at the place where my old home was but few hundred meters away and I was falling down into the sea bellow me. I woke up. I tried again to have an OBE and I did but it only lasted for few seconds, I tried again and again and each time it only lasted for few seconds so I just stopped trying and went to sleep.

Quick Project

I had hard time sleeping last night, so I just got out of bed about 2:30 to change my thougts by doing some programming on my computer. About an hour has passed so I tried again to go get some sleep. Imwas drowsy and almost fell asleep, woke up spinning like a weel of a truck. I noticed that I was getting an out of body experience so I just waited and watched the experience happen. I heard strange noices like I had a long metal tube an was like it was on the ground and moved with me, it had different frequencies. I suddenly felt my body floating so I tried to open my eyes and noticed that I was not in my room but rather in some environment that I could not recognize. I suddenly woke up about 5 minutes later.Did not try to have another Obe and fell asleep.

Nap time on the sofa

Today I was tired so I just got a little nap and it was over 1 hour nap, but in that time I had few obe experiences. While napping my daughter and her friend was playing in her room, was quite fun for them because they where laughing and playing and I had a hard time to fall asleep so I thought why don´t I just try some OBE. The first thing that came to mind was to do the Robert Monroe technique, doing the rolling out of the sofa. While thinking that I suddenly felt that I was getting an OBE experience but I had to try few times because my kid was very loud and my thoughts was also with them to check out if everything was all right, so I popped into my body every few minutes I thought. Whit this experiences I will tell them separately.

The old baker

I had a hard time sleeping that night, probably had about 3 hours of sleep. Because I was not able to get some sleep I tried to have an OBE and was successful, I was not aware of it first few moments but as I was more aware I noticed that I had successfully had left my body. As I was out I was thinking what I should do, as I was thinking that I was at my old childhood home. I did not see very much because it was dark, but I tried two affirmations "Awareness now" and "Vision now" and it worked. The environment was quite the same as it was when I was smaller, but the thing is while I was watching the furniture around me I did not understand why all was the same as it was when I was a younger. There was nothing that interested me so I flew through the window and up in the sky. As I was getting higher I popped back into my body, but I did not want to stop so I tried to have another OBE and was successful. At that time I was thinking what to do and thought I should go somewhere to learn.

I was at a marina and there was a boat waiting for me, I looked around and saw a guy standing. He did not

Did not want to go!

It has been a long time since I posted a diary about my experiences. The problem is that I did not have many experiences last year, and I think the problem is that I don´t have time to think because of work. But anyhow I have been working with thoughts about life and stuff and some of the answers that I get are really rational and make sense. I have had two experiences this year and here is the first one, I will post the second one later.

I was asleep and noticed that I was getting an OBE, it got me excited so I tried to focus on the waves of electrical surge throughout my body. As I popped out of the body, I became aware of my environment, then the next thing I was lucid dreaming. I noticed that I was lucid dreaming so I tried to become more aware what I was doing, next thing I remember I was flying through the skies over some valley which had some sea water. I did not have a clue where I was. I became scared and started to fall, as I tried to move to a small hill I heard sound of wolves howling and I noticed that they where following me. I walked up the small hill and saw a lion which followed me, I became more scared and moved further up the hill, but the lion was still following me. I became to think about why I should be scared because I was in the OBE, so I turned back and faced the lion, as I moved closer to the lion I noticed that it was also scared. I moved a little bit closer to the lion so I could touch his fur, it was growling. I looked into it´s eyes and saw my self. This was only a test for my self to face my fears but not run away from them. After that I had fallen into the water I became aware that I was in a lucid dream.

I felt my body in bed and I knew that it was time to go back, but I did not want to go back. I wanted to stay longer. I thought "NO I DON´T WANT TO GO BACK" as this thought had entered my mind it was like a great force had pushed me from my body. I was in my room, it was dark and I tried to see. I was beginning to feel uneasy because I have forced my self from the body. It became more difficult to move, then I thought maybe I should go back and rest. With an instance I was back in my body. I opened my eyes and saw a dark man moving side of my bed. I knew that this dark man is the same man that I saw when I was little. I became a little bit scared, but very few seconds had passed and I had fallen asleep.

Next OBE I had was extreme, I was so aware of everything. Check out my next blog post.

Dark waters

I had a dream but it somewhat as real dream as it could be. I was at a party at my work but the surroundings was in liquid state. The environment felt strange, I had the feeling that I was trying to find my child that I had never known. I felt the feelings of the child, it had never been loved and it was alone in the world. I did not see the child but I wanted to search for it, I met some people there but I did not see any faces but I felt who it was, one of the man was my grandfather and suddenly I saw him on the see rowing. He was saying something about the ocean  that it will be in full force like he was warning me as he was saying it he vanished into the darkness into the night. Suddenly the ocean was going crazy but there where no wind. As I was searching for the child I fell of the boat.  I tried to catch my breath but it was not working, I heard a voice in my head but it was more like my own, "now you are in trouble". As I was sinking into the ocean I stopped in the bottom and saw other people there dead. I started to think of the child I never knew, then I knew that the child had gone to the other side. I started to float above the ocean and then over some forest I saw trees then I felt unconditional love for everything. I was sad that I was not able to give more love to everything. As I was feeling the love I felt everything connected, I felt the roots of the plants alive, like a light coming from the base of the roots and growing upward and it was extreme love.

I woke up refreshed.

Isabell

Had this strange dream last night, it was not an obe but just a dream but it felt like I´ve been in this situation before. I was walking with my friend to the golf course but we where not going to play golf.  It was night and we where just going for a late night walk. My friends house was just around the corner and behind the house was just field of grass and ponds. As we walked we saw something in the sky, as we looked closely we saw a glowing light coming from the sky and it was all kinds of colors but one color stood out of the other ones and was white.  It was beautiful to look at and I did not know what it was, I asked my friend if he knew what it was and he said "Yes, they come sometimes".  I looked at him wondered and thought what is he thinking about. I tried to check if I had my phone to take pictures but I did not have my phone so I asked my friend to take a video on his phone and he did. As my friend was starting to record the light came closer and my friend became scared and ran away and had hidden behind a car and was still recording. I just watched the light thinking what it could be.  Suddenly as the light came so close I saw what the light was and it was some kind of UFO, I started to watch myself in third person as I was watching it from the UFO. I was numb and I could not move and blacked out. I woke up in a dark room and saw someone there around me, I looked in the dark corner and saw a being watching me. As I approached the being it became scared of me and backed from me.  I thought maybe I should not scare it and turned around and saw other beings who where friendly but they did not look human, they where small.  I reached out with my hand and one of the beings touched me, I felt it smile, relieved to see someone, maybe it thought it could save it from this agony in this dark place. I knew that I had no idea where I was or what I was going to do. I turned around again and saw this dark being in the corner, I tried to approach it again and then I saw it. (Click more to read more)