Abstract of life

I have been thinking past months on how life works and how one´s life path is ? One night I woke up and had an OBE as I realized that I was having an OBE I really did not have any control what was happening. I went to a dark place and saw these crystals moving in different shapes, sizes and colors popping all around me and and fading out, some of the sides of the crystals where shaking and some pearcing outward some inward, while moving they made a trail behind it. It did not make any sense why I saw these crystals and then it hit me like someone was putting the information in my head. As I got this information I was in a circle tunnel  with out any end. The sides of the tunnel was crystal like texture with different colors, shaking sides and moving. I thought this is like a rock candy but inward and the edges are all in triangles.

As I was wondering how this tunnel worked I got the information that the tunnel is the thoughts the path of ones life and it changes by the actions we do in our physical life and the tunnel keeps changing. The more we do good and think good in our physical life then the edges of the tunnel gets smoother. But I knew that the tunnel had different texture or more rocky in the tunnel when I moved further into the tunnel. Then I knew that the future is predefined for us but we can make changes in the tunnel our self's, by thinking that we can make a change in our life´s path. I looked above the tunnel and saw billions of tunnels side by side, above each other and tunnels connecting each other.  I knew that when our tunnel is more smooth, other tunnels are affected and even try to conjoin the tunnel or copy the tunnel. I knew also that time had also something to do with the tunnel, but it did not show me that the past could change the tunnel like if I would time travel back to the pas I could actually change the tunnel. I thought how does it feel like when I´m at the end of the tunnel as the thought came to me I was at the edge of the tunnel but it moved forward appearing with new texture triangles around the tunnel, but what ever I did I could not go to the end.  I have been reading some books such as the power of the now and how to live in the now not in the pas or the future, as I thought this it was like I was synced to the edge of the tunnel and it felt good, like I had control. I thought how about other tunnels and I was on top of one tunnel witch was someones life path and his life begun regular and the edges where smooth but in time it came more disturbed and the edges of the triangles shook hard and where piercing hard like it was a knife, I thought what could cause this and I got this information that this was the effects of drugs and drugs gets the tunnel more irregular.

I snapped back to my body, I was really thinking about this.